Rainbow Connection

Dealing with my sexuality has made a big difference in my ability to live in the world. It has opened up a spectrum of feeling and experiencing that I didn't have energy for when I was trying so hard to police myself because I didn't want to feel certain things. Perhaps it makes the painful things hurt more, but it also opens up the possibility of so many more beautiful experiences. I know life is likely to override this sense of wonder at times, but I hope I will be able to sustain it at least incrementally, throughout my life.